Tuesday the 4th was Julie and mine's 20th wedding anniversary and its hard to belive that time has gone so fast but when your with your soul mate time has no meaning and life is easy when two people really want to be together and work hard at that relationship.Yes; we work very hard at being in a relationship and it takes work lots of work to support each other and to all way's think of the other's feelings and what they want or don't want to do.
 Its funny but a relationship is like a survival situation; hahaha. You want to work with each other to provide a safe place to raise your family so they are protected and have food stored up for emergancy's then you need to work toward's raising the kids to be polite as well as teaching them to hunt and fordge for food and to learn to love one another and to watch each other's back and to learn that you can count on someone else in this life to all way's be there. I started worrying about how we would live if  'SHTF" and all the other things that go with it. We live in Florida where hurricane's and violet storm's can bring down the "gird" and cause lots of problems for everyone and only half of the population seems to be ready for an emergency and that alone really scares me because when it happens I'm ready as I can be to provide for my family and will protect them for all I'm worth, I will take DOWN anyone and I MEAN ANYONE that tries to take or harm my wife and kids and will do what ever it takes to protect them. I have read many blogs that ask the question: could you / would you kill someone if you had too. HELL YES I WOULD / COULD DO IT!! for my wife I would lasso the moon and give it too her on a silver platter.


I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART JULIE AND HOPE TO BE HERE WITH YOU FOR A THOUSAND YEARS..